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[01 May 2006|08:02pm] |
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hey all well, aye, im hatin it here, god but den again im lovin it, im havin ups and downs, and highs and lows, and sum days i wake up n look forward 2 the day ahead, others i wake up thinking god, i dnt wana get out of bed i dnt wanna go thru another day of shit, rhiannas leaving on thursday, as much as i say i hate her i really will miss her, loads, ill have no-one else to argue with about the stupidest things lol well other than ethan but hes started school already, it wuz his first day 2day, he hates it, he said no1 talked 2 him whatsoever and hes feelin pritty lonely. we foned the school my parents wanted me 2 go 2 "pasedina high" and it seems they mightnt b able 2 take me, so i mite end up at "sacred heart" or tafe=tech. how fun. meh all dis is meaningless and pointless i duno why im written it, but i guess its better out than in. god the people over here r so different and things, transports different, food is different, sausages r gross!! lol, aye but meh i dunno, iv only bin here 3 weeks and a day so im still nt fully sure, we met up with 2 english familys on saturday and had a few drinks at ther house, they tld me about a friend of thers hu wuz 17, jus turnd 17 had left 4 da uk on wednesday, shes gonna b stayin wit her aunt, i reckon if my aunt wher 2 take me and rhianna itd b 2 much 4 her and my parents wuldnt want me 2 go, meh i reeli dunno, ma heads fucked, god, aye lol, i miss northern ireland, but if ya think bout it..... wats ther 2 miss? i miss my friends.... but den again i didnt hav many proper ones, aloada backstabbers and cheaters, one of the only ppl i ever regarded as a best friend did fuck my boyfriend. awk well....... shit happens, i dunno, bye
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[11 Apr 2006|12:38pm] |
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hey well im in adelaide finally, flight frum belfast 2 london took like 3 hours, den london 2 singapore took 12, den stayed at sngapore 4 3 days 2 nights, den flight frum singapore 2 adelaide took 6 hrs, god i dnt think im gonna do dat again in a hurry, it wuzzz sooooo exhausting, like reeli, i didnt get 2 sleep onda london-singapore flight which wuz gay, wuz a grumpy beehatch, n culdnt stop cryin and i wuz crackin at vry1, in singapore the shops wher pritty damn good, got alot of cheap stuff ye ha, den me n my sis picked up a chinese stalker lol!! he folowed us vrywher, thru da malls, when we went 2 sentosa island, and the night safari, i hav picsof me with a owl, a wild cat, and a snake, hw cless, but vry scary, havnt bin bitten my a mosquito yet ye ha, go me, the night safari wuz class, ya go in a wee tram round all the animals, like, hippos, lions, tigers, giraffes, etc. n da onlything speratin u frum them is the electric fence lol, den sentosa island, climbed 2 da top of a giant lion statue, and went 2 underwater world, wher we went under a big tunnel with sharks, and fish all over ur head, den we went 2 dis cineplex place, wher u got 2 watch 2 3d movie things which wher class, and now im in adelaide, woopy, fegs r so dear $9.20 for 20, and all the lighters hav like child proof thingys on em lol so it took me ages 2 work out hw 2 use em, lol actualli had 2 go bac 2 a shop, nicks bin txtin me, hes cumin round 2 the apartment 2nite, yay, but its like $100 a day dis apartment, and its crap!! she left 1 bog roll 4 5 ppl lol, its easter break over here 4 schools, so when they start runnin i gota find a gd one, thers one inda centre of adelaide wher u wear ordinary clothes and ther nt strict bout piercings, which is gd cuz im gtn ma nose pierced, well aye n.ireland... i miss it. the partys, the friends, the scene, but thers a real big alternative scene here but mostly goths and ALOT of hardcore emos, which is cool, so nicks gona introduce me 2 ppl n i think he said summit bout holdin a party 4 me 2 meet new ppl, aye well its class, but i do miss tonsa ppl in n.ireland, ross, debbie, nikki, connie, karen, michael, jess, danni, etc. soz if i didnt mention yas but im onda otha side of da wrld so ya cant hit me lol!!!! well g2g cya xxx
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[13 Mar 2006|02:52pm] |
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Amazing weekend like lads, lol, thank yew ross, gr8 party, defo cumin again dis sat, tis my birthday after all, hehe, but not all those punks r cumin grrr, ther was way 2 many, awk well i spent mosta da nite inda bathroom tlkin 2 shea hehe hes a wee darlin, but he walkd in on me inda toilet haha, he wuz so embarassed bless him, lol see that dirty pig grabbin my arm, what a wanker lol oh aye and marie got her drink poured out, poor child!! and he looked in my bag, saw a half bottle, and didnt say nettin lol, it wuz in full dispaly lik, wanker, dodgy taxi driver i gt like, lol looked rite down ma top and let me off wif like £2 lol xxxx
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fuckin hell its bloody valentines day
god i hate it
tis such a depressing day
*sniffs*
im so tired
sat in glenns and watched sponge bob square pants
fuckin rite lol
and he lent me "fear and loathing in las vegas" *orgasms* tis amazing
ohhies luv yas xxx
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[12 Feb 2006|06:23pm] |
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woo hoo, last nite wuz amazing like, apart frum crying 2 much and bin sick lol, debbie n mines threesomes are the best <3 hehe "oh u want us dont u" haha and then i tried throwin his top out the window then all of a sudden benson wuz at the window lol, we culdnt get his trousers off so ppl culd barge in n take pics of his cock which wuz gay lol i wz sooooo drunk god 2 much alcohol *sniffs* lol soooo drunk, god i culdnt believe it when i saw ross yday i wuz like "omg" wat da fuck, i didnt noe he wuz bac inda country lol ohhhhies im so tired, xoxox
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[21 Jan 2006|01:03pm] |
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* im 2 quarters and a heart down, and i dont wanna forget how ur voice sounds,these words are all i have so im written them dance, dance,we'r fallin apart 2 half time, dance, dance, and these r the lives we love 2 lead * I only want sympathy in the form of u crawling in2 bed with me, well hello all u fucking fuckers that may choose 2 read this article, how r ya all? aint used dis in ages, woopie......... im so bored, goin out soon, yet still hungover frum last nite, awk well at least i didnt puke after drinken beer yay go me, but it wuz nice beer, thank u danni :) my life is pritty good at da minute, i dnt need a bf 2 make me happy, im quite happy bin alone and jus hangin out with friends, but sex is alwayz good lol xoxox
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[08 Dec 2005|03:40pm] |
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u reeli find out hu ur real friends r, i dnt hav many, da ones i do hav i dnt even noe wat 2 think of them, hw culd ryan and ciara do dat 2 me? wat da fuck did i ever 2 do 2 them, all i thot of her wuz dat she wuz a good friend, and i thot he loved me, i thot me n her wher gonna becom best friends, and i thot me n him wuld b 2getha 4 ages, 9 months down da drain cuz of her, what did i ever do 2 her dat she had 2 make out with my boyfriend, i see her every day and da hate and jelousy and hurts eats away, i never meant ne of dis 2 happen, i never askd 4 it, wat did i do dat wuz so fucking wrong? i wuz alwayz nice 2 her, i gav him my all, i did nethin he wantd i jus loved him, how culd they hav hurt me like dis, oh god i seem so emo, all i fuckin wantd wuz love, and now i h8 her and will never ever ever trust her ever again, and him, i jus dunno u both hav abused me and hurt me so much i wish u both well tho, cuz im nt dat bad a person believe it or not, even tho i guess i must of bin 4 u both 2 do dat 2 me, i hope ur happy 2getha n i hope ur happy wif what uve dun, bye
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[29 Nov 2005|02:51pm] |
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hey this one goes out 2 ross, thank u very much 4 all ur support over the last few days, thanx 4 listenin n bin caring, u made me realise that lifes 2 short, y worry bout silly little things, i need2change the way i am, im 2 clingy and suffocating, ppl need ther space, by ppl i mean ryan lol, i shuld lay off and stop tellin him wat 2 do, i dont deserve him, hes gd 2 me, yet i constantly pressure him in2 things etc. so if he wants 2 cum c me, den he will, if he dosent den he wont, n i shuldnt constantly fone him lol, i love him n dnt wanna loose him so i guess i reeli shuld bac off or im gonna jus end up bin so clingy he'll h8 me, and want it over, i jus cant help it, im a clingy person, but thanx ross 4 listenin 2 me, and i noe ur goin thru a hard time, but netime u wanna talk im here, luv u xoxox
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[25 Nov 2005|01:52pm] |
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hey ppl, boreded, ryans cummin 2 mine soon YAY, cnt w8, but i wnt him 2 stay bt hes nt sure, i even offered 2 give up my bed tsh lol needa get a bath, i ish shmelly, *no comments*, lol, fuck sake ive got £1 2 last me all weekend tis gay assssssss fuckkkkkkkk hmm i need sex, *grabs dildo* oh w8 dnt hav 1 :( ahh im bored, meh byez xxx
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[24 Nov 2005|04:37pm] |
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my head hurts :( im sore, and ive got work in..... 1 hour and 2 minutes, no uniform ironed, need 2 wash my hair, im cold, its snowing, im tired, need drink, cnt gt drink, need money, dnt gt paid till wednesday, wnt the ground 2 open and swallow me hole but it cant, god im sore, my head hurts help me!!!! cant stick annoyin customers, grrr they better leave me alone, that wee retard child last nite "im sorry im sorry im sorry, whats ur name? im jamie lee, nice teapots, im sorry im sorry, i love u" *runs off* wat a melter, and the erm "upperclass" woman wit da dog wit a jewelled collar lol! twas funny, mehhhhhhhhh hw is vry1? wb xxx
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[23 Nov 2005|05:12pm] |
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heya, well las nite wuz random ma wee old neighbour foned at 1:30 inda mornin 2 say she thot sum1 wuz stealing our 4 sale sign lol!! awk bless her, i think she jus gets lonely n makes up excuses 2 tlk, pity she woke ma whole house up lol, i managed tech 2day altho it took me 45 mins 2 walk 2 it wheras normally it wuld take 15/20 moo!! i feel so crippled lol mehh i need sexxxxxxxxx i is a hornay beehatch, luv yas xoxox
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[22 Nov 2005|01:33pm] |
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meh im still nt at tech, i think ive fully given up on it, its such a shit hole, the teachers barely ever turn up, im the sorta person dat needs 2 be fully pushed to work and im jusr not at tech which is pritty gay lol my knees gettin a bit better da swellins goin dwn a bit, i managed 2 hobble around tescos last nite, but after like 15 mins i needed 2 sit down lol, nikki txtd me n said she loves me cauz im a fighter :) hehe yay, after all the shit dats hapnd dis month gettin kickd outta my house, fighten wit my parents, car crash etc. she thinks im a wee fighter lol ne1 else as bored as i am? xoxox
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[21 Nov 2005|05:17pm] |
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hey meh not much to say reeli, well im sure u all know what happened on saturday like, wuz off tech today, finden it hard to walk on my left leg its very painful :( , just been in bed tilll bout hmmm 3 or summit, den went online and assed about, i dont know how 2 use live journal :( lol sum1 help xxxx
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